I am a human!
Tonight all I can do is write and write and write.
And, the beauty of writing is knowing I have poems from five,
four, three, two years ago all stored on my laptop, and when I go back to them
I can take phrases and create something new!
And I do! And also being happy that I am now starting to 'get'
Intermission! Like I am finally grappling! And that makes assignments fade into
nothing because I know they are not the important part! I will just get through
them because that is what I need to do, and I know that is required of me, but
it is not a problem.. they are doable.
Tonight I read a poem I wrote when I was 15, for my brother, and I
had tears~ and I received an email from my cousin - and I had tears. Both happy
tears, tears of coming far and coming through. And.. I haven't cried in maybe
six months, and I.. I feel human again. And feeling human puts everything else
in fresh perspective. And I am starting to realise... who God made me to be.
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